nineteen [entries|friends|calendar] oohlala Drink up baby doll, are you in or are you out? Leave your things behind 'cause it's all going off without you. Excuse me, you're too busy you're writing your tragedy. These mishaps, your bubble-wrap when you've no idea what you're like. So, let go, jump in. Oh well, what you waiting for? It's all right 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown. info entries friends calendar [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Friday July 10th, 2009] i kinda hate my life. read (2) cmnt

[Saturday June 27th, 2009] love you MJ. always! R.I.P read (0) cmnt

[Sunday April 19th, 2009] i really dont get how being able to get along better with guys means youre a slut. but whatever. what the hell is new. read (2) cmnt

[Saturday February 28th, 2009] i just wish you'd give me the same respect i'm giving you. but fuck it. you were always selfish. read (2) cmnt

[Sunday September 28th, 2008] deek: eh i show you something, dp also always play this game one. me: what? deek: dp always play this game also. me: where? deek: wait ah... -tries to open some window from tanya's mac- -error msg pops up and asks user to email what is the problem- deek then types... mac sux SEND. HAHAHAHAHAHA. FUCK MACS LAH SHIT! read (1) cmnt

[Saturday February 16th, 2008] CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHERE I CAN FIND GOSSIP GIRL EP14? IVE BEEN WAITING A MONTH NOW AND STILL CANT FIND SHIT. read (3) cmnt

[Monday July 30th, 2007] [ mood | blah ] [ music | dishwalla/angels&devils ] i dont know what i want or what to do anymore. someone fucking shoot me. read (4) cmnt

keys [Saturday July 14th, 2007] [ mood | confused ] [ music | whereismymind ] but under your covers, more torture than pleasure. and just pass your lips, there's more anger than laughter. not now or forever will i ever change you, i know that to go on, i'll break you, my habit. read (0) cmnt

[Tuesday March 20th, 2007] [ mood | giggly ] so im at smerrol's hse right now. and im watching sixths sense, or at least half of it. since its my first time watching it, naturally i have a lot of questions so... this is how my conversation with sean goes: me: eh is bruce willis like the father of the boy? sean: no he's like the uncle, the dead uncle who returns to life to help the boy. me: omg! why are they walking into the room? sean: no its a closet, and when they open it they're going to end up in narnia. !!!!!!!!!! me: i bet the puppets will start dancing. sean: ya, you dont know ah? that one's chucky, the other one's pinnachio(sp?), they're the popular puppets you know. i know it sounds really lame but u have to be here to find it hilarious. oh well, at least it brightened up my fucked up day. read (3) cmnt

gossip, that one trait, and egos. [Wednesday February 7th, 2007] [ mood | bored ] you know what i've been thinking a lot about lately? our egos. its weird for me when someone comes up to me and says like, "eh sarah i heard u blablabla". and i say, "huh?? who u heard from?" "oh this person la and this one also told me". and i think to myself. people actually talk abt you? like okay, close friends, whatever. but people you wld never imagine wld give two shits abt yr life and they talk about you? then you wonder who they heard it from. and then it finally hits you that although u think ure free from people talking abt you(be it good or bad), people do talk about you. and really it amazes me in a funny way, you know, to think that people actually know all this shit about you. then from there, i start to realise that i think people dont talk about me because my ego wld like to believe that i do nth to feed to their gossip. but like i said lah, whether its just random things like, "oh sarah did this to her hair" or like, "walau that bitch tiao(?) me that day ah" or whatever... PEOPLE STILL TALK. thats how lame and boring our lives are. and it amazes me, really, it does. okay moving on, i realise there's alwyas this certain trait a person has that can annoy the shit out of tons of people. but its just that one thing. like for e.g matthew always being late or smth. okay, i have tons of examples of that "certain traits" my friends have but im not here to bitch. OKAY, obviously i dont know how to get the point across. but basically what im trying to say is i know each trait that each of my friends have which annoy the shit out of me but i wonder what is MY annoying trait. and i know all my friends just probably dont want to tell me because hell i wldnt even tell them what theyre annoying for. and finally, the ego. even if i were to tell people what theyre one annoying trait is, i dont think their egos can handle it, and our egos act like some... defense mechanism. they dont see themselves in the light people see them as. and generally, because their ego cant take it. i mean i guess some people do handle constructive criticism well, but others just dont. and even those who handle it well, they'll still question themselves a million times before agreeing to other points of view. and ive come up with an equation: truth+ego=denial denial denial my god, call me einstein. or you can call me stupid if you have figured this out long ago. sorry my brian develops at a slow pace. read (3) cmnt

[Monday January 22nd, 2007] THANK YOU LAURA LOLA LOLSSSS!! i was looking forward to finish work to come home and check my email. YAY! my current new fave song is love. although its so old. i love this version way better. LOVE LOLA. read (2) cmnt

[Wednesday January 17th, 2007] i hate myself for loving you, no, i really really do. read (0) cmnt

[Monday December 18th, 2006] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | young folks ] i always thought PMS is bull shit. but the way i've been behaving towards thing has made me think otherwise. shading today went well. it didnt hurt at all. except the right side, which i dont know why hurt at certain areas, but i cld tahan the whole left side. i guess my body fats are really unbalanced. now its hurting like a bitch. and maybe thats why im so cranky. i need the christmas mood back. my younger brother is so sweet. he saw me keep going to youtube just to listen "young folks" and he helped me dwld it w/o me knowing, and then let me use his lap top, but interruppted me and played the song for me. so sweet. i love u adam. OMG SOMEONE JUST FUCKING FUCKED UP MY PLAYLIST ON ITUNES. OMG FUCK FUCK FUCK. JUST WHAT I FUCKING NEED NOW IN MY BLOODY MOOD. read (2) cmnt

[Saturday December 9th, 2006] [ mood | depressed ] i should have gone to zoukout. everyones like there now, even tanya. and even if i cldnt get in, i wld have swam from one beach to the other. i need a fucking break, i really do. smths wrong with me. i dont know what it is. read (4) cmnt

goodbyeyoustupidfuck. [Wednesday December 6th, 2006] [ mood | hopeful ] HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT AH. lets hope its better this time round'. read (0) cmnt

mentally challenged.//unlocked. [Saturday October 21st, 2006] [ mood | PISSSED^&%^&$^&$VERY ] so, as usual, im still up at 10.28am in the morning. i told myself i wld knock off by at least 830, but youtube kept me entertained. but more of in a disturbing kind of way. i was just browsing through some random clips of the tyra banks show, and i chance upon this clip that reads, "shirley phelps tells tyra banks shes going to hell". and im like... okay cool. so i watch it, and i am sooooooo fucking pissed off with this bitch. she's one of those psychotic christians that thinks her way of worshiping God is the right one, and every other way is just... blasphemy. BLOODY BITCH. she's nuts, she rallies her community of like 70people only, all who happen to be mostly family(since she has like 11 kids to herself), and they picket at funerals of dead army soliders and 2 armish girls who got murdered. THEY'RE NUTS. they say people deserve to die, and the armish girls, who are only like 6-11 yrs old, are burning in hell and they deserved their death. WTF? what child deserves to fucking die in such a brutal way? SHES A FUCKING CRAZY BITCH. i thought city harvest people were bad(no offence to anyone), but she makes them look like totally normal. and the best part is she thinks her preachings are right. and she and her bloody community are like almost all attorneys! like wtf!! who the fuck wld go seek help from such fucked up people? im so pissed off with this community. and as much as i wish for their entire existance to be wiped out immediately, i will console myself and know that i am not of their level and dont pray for people to die. but i do hope that when they die, i hope every single one of them burns in hell and like, just burns for every evil thought they've thought of and everything evil deed they've done, thinking stupidly that it's what God wants. and i hope that the young kids they brainwashed can be saved and at least grow up to have a mind of their own. BLOODY SHIT. go watch it yourselves, but dont just watch the one on tyra banks, these psychos have appeared a lot. but sadly, we're not in america and i doubt spore will ever bring this into the media here because of all the fucking politics and stuff. oooh wee. LETS PROTEST AGAINST FUCKERS LIKE THESE. and i dont give a damn who's reading this and supporting this psycho grp, but all i can say is... YOU YOURSELF ARE FUCKED. fucking shit. im fucking pissed, i think i need therapy. but srsly, watch the videos and omg... its just disgusting to know that there are actually people preaching that shit. fuckers!!!! read (3) cmnt

[Wednesday September 20th, 2006] [ mood | annoyed ] OMG DONT DRAG ME INTO THIS SHIT! read (0) cmnt

[Tuesday September 5th, 2006] [ mood | sad ] i can't believe the steve irwin, the "crocodile hunter" died! it's so freaking sad and shocking. now i feel bad for mimicking his "BY CRIKEY LOOK!" phrase. i rather hear him say that over and over again rather than he be dead. okay, it's not as if i'm like his best friend or i've attentively watched any of his shows, but its just so sad! like seriously, that's how quick a person can go. and how unexpected. so so sad. i pity the crocodiles now, who's going to save them now???? R.I.P STEVE IRWIN :( read (0) cmnt

[Sunday September 3rd, 2006] [ mood | random ] someone just asked me if i loved dp. and i replied, "whats love?". "stupidity", he said. "haha, yes then i do love him". love IS stupidity. well at least maybe in my case it is. i think tonzellz&lolz shld know what i'm yapping about. read (0) cmnt

[Monday July 24th, 2006] i dont know why i still bother about you. read (0) cmnt

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